Every day is a new day and I have the opportunity to start over and/or get better at what I do. Even as early as it is, today has been frustrating and I’ve been tempted more than once to throw shit across the room. I don’t LIKE feeling like I don’t know what I’m doing … especially since – theoretically – I’m supposed to KNOW what I’m doing.
Take this blog post for instance; even though you can’t see what’s wrong, I KNOW it’s wrong and it’s making me crazy. But I’ve already wasted too much time trying to fix it and in the long run it doesn’t matter.
I uploaded a gallery for a client and screwed that up. Apparently scheduled THREE THINGS with THREE DIFFERENT people this morning, despite having every one of them on the calendar and visible to me.
I am frustrated out of my mind … I have ALWAYS been able to juggle and make everything work. My memory has ALWAYS been something I was very proud of. I have ALWAYS bragged about performing best under pressure.
I have to get used to the fact that I am NOT the person I used to be and adjust to that. It’s harder than I thought it would be and I thank you for your patience.
For every shape and size women there are, there is man who loves them and how they look. We come in all sizes and shapes, and there is beauty in all of US. In this particular area, many women are on the curvy side; if you’re a full-figured curvy woman, and hesitating as to whether or not you’ll like your photos, browse the images below. I KNOW what I’m doing.
Check out my “Curvy Girl” board – if they can do it, YOU can do it.
[dropcap]W[/dropcap]anting something is one thing. Taking action towards it is a different story. Keep gratitude in your mind always. Do one thing everyday to support your Want/Goals list and lastly applied faith. Know you are worth the life you dream of and let it happen. Get out of your own way. Strive for what you really want. When you write down what you want and set it in your mind your blocks will come up fast and they will be very obvious that’s what you embrace and fix as soon as you can.
No one outside the photography industry knows who Sue Bryce is, but I do and I guess that’s all that matters. Every words she writes speaks to me, every photo she takes sings to me. If Jen is the person who got me started, Sue is the person who keeps me going. When I feel like no one is in my corner, when no one understands how much my goals and dreams mean to me, I go back and start re-reading her blog, I watch her videos AGAIN and I get off my ass and I go.
So I keep pushing, keep doing all I know how to do, all I’ve learned
I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly
I’ll do what it takes ’til I touch the sky
And I’ll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget all the ones that I love
I’ll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change